People i have on facebook are dying or losing love ones. A living legend kills himself. It’s not about me, but all these negative things… I think about self harm so much im really afraid one day i’ll give in. Robin Williams, Richard Jeni, two men who should not be gone decided to opt out. Why should i hold out?
But i’ll settle for whatever comes my way.
Thats what i get, have no business drinking any way. I still feel funny, but the doctor said i should be good.
half of which i don’t have enough money for, the other half is shit i just have to figure out i suppose. money doesn’t get you everything you need, but it would provide a nice distraction.
i could ask for more, but i doubt if i get it.
my saturday night.
in many ways, but right now i mean i need to be asleep. should have been asleep hours ago.